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new reflection
05:20
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room full
of people
and sound goes silent
reminiscent
of a place
ive been before
im falling victim to spring and its spells
lovesick and alone in my room
writers make fortunes
from guidebooks for hell
im all out of tune and im blue
I catch my
new reflection
for the first time
my bandage
covers my message
not written in lead or ink
traces of letters all over the floor
from begging for help, wont be used anymore
nights like this wondering when I can end
ive lost all my value in living
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2. |
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I almost wrecked
when the city lights
of fort worth
caught my eye
so in love
you held my arm
and stood against me
when it got dark
elevator
eleventh floor
and we kiss
before you go
now we don't talk
and those days are gone
and I miss
who I thought you were
you looked so happy to see me
you looked so happy to see me
the last day
I sat on my floor
reading the letter
that you wrote
you wrote "I love you
to the moon and back"
your father told you
that's how big love is
I felt so small
when I saw
someone else
has your heart
tears hit the letters
and smeared the ink
and that was all
for you and me
you looked so bothered to see me
you looked so bothered to see me
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the blue skies of texas are temporary
the leaves start to fall away from everything
theres never any time for anything
only the sound of those leaves under your feet
as you walked away from me
now youre sitting so close to someone else
now youll wake up to the love of someone else
now youll lose yourself in the eyes of someone else
someone else
someone else
now youll stay up late wandering with someone else
now youll wake up in love with someone else
now youll lose me and find what you want in someone else
someone else
someone else
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I wait
for my lighters kiss
dont deserve
what im longing for
its the only thing that longs for me
or will touch me anymore
im pouring
my room is lit
im all alone
alone
you really fucked up now
you really fucked up now
alone
wish I had taken it too far
wish I had taken it too far
somebody help me
somebody help me
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5. |
gravity
04:30
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pullin your trigger
tying your rope
waiting for gravity
to push you off the road
grow into the sun
in the end is it nothing
is it a beautiful ending
find out soon
jumping into the ocean
glorifying addiction
becoming a spirit
and feeling the air inside of you
are you pulling your trigger too soon
is this smoking gun too much for you
are its exit wounds
worth the shells they leave behind
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6. |
drown
04:11
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as memories fade
and evaporate
the souls in the attic
take you in
take you in
as time crawls on
we fall apart
we close our eyes
and we fall
we fall
ill pull you down
no more heaven
no last try
nothing after this
you fuckin die
i put my trust
in human life
now my vision
blends to white
so now ill drown
ill pull you down
and ill go live
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i am floating
so high above you
i tapped your shoulder
you thought i was the wind
i took a dive off of
a bridge in lake worth
felt the water flowing
into my ribs and i thought
"this isn't perfect
this wasn't worth it
this wasn't seemless
i wanna feel less than this"
i couldn't feel less than this
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8. |
vanilla/afterlife
05:50
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